My thought

Maybe I should die and only then I can know who really care about me and misses me when Im gone.-Me

That`s it?

Time is running fast...

 

Hey, tomorrow is Thursday....

-Why is it so fast, felt like the school holiday had just started yesterday.

Tehehe...

Just in case you`ve forgotten....

H.....h...he....banana!

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Should have known

Its December which means its towards the end of 2011. They were so many things Ive been through this year. All of those challenges really changed me and help me to grow up to be a better person. This year have gone fast and now Im heading towards SPM. I bet my friends are so excited to be seniors next year,they have the power to `control` everything. But I think there is no time to think about that when Ill be busy for SPM. Ive seen so much struggling from my seniors this year. Even in Sunday they have class. Well next year its my turn.

I would say next year will be the hardest period of time in my life. Whatever I`ll go through, I hope it ends with a great success. On this school holidays, I have nothing much to do, unlike the other teenagers who hang out with their friends for almost everyday. Since Im in a boarding school, its better for me to spend my time with my family. This is actually my last school holiday, after this, there are just HOLIDAYS. hahaaa :D

-I always have dreams about you guys

6 weeks before Hell

Assalamualaikum, finally school holiday is here. Ive gone through my final exam quite well and Im kindda surprised with my results

BM A-

BI A

MATH A

PAI A-

SEJ A

FIZ A-

CHEM A-

ADD.MATH D

BIO C+

Rank. in sch 53/301

Rank. in class 7/31

Still,I have to put a lot more of efforts to improve my results.Im quite happy because I managed to get an A- for my chemist after failing on it for two times in a row. Thanks to my cousin who taught me everything about Chemist from A-Z until 1.30 AM. Now he is facing his SPM, InsyaAllah he really can do it. 

Leaving SASER is quite sad. I know that Ill be back next year but leaving all the form 5 brothers is something that is quite hard to do. Before I went in there, I thought seniors are bullies. They`re not, they helped me alot, on how to live in boarding school, on how to manage your time, and on how to look after your solat. There is nothing that can stop them from achieving their goals.

Talking about school holidays, I got back my Xbox and Im going back to the `NERD` Zone. :D V.Game 24/7. But, My dedicated teachers who will never quit on teaching us, gave me a bundle of homeworks. My physics teacher gave me an exercise book, and asks us to finish the book before the school starts next year. pffft. Anyway, I want to wish you guys a happy holiday. ciaaao. :D

-6 WEEKS! JYEAAH!

Restart

My last post was on August. Ive been through the busiest period of time in my life. My internet connection was just fine, my laptop was set & ready to be used, but I dont have the niche to write at this blog, again.


So many things have happened THIS year, which I felt it happened almost in years. I felt like Ive left my besties for quite a distance, but its just months before the last time I met them. My sister graduated, my brother finally holds his Diploma. My Ling-ling was lost,perhaps dead, she left Ned as the big brother, taking care of 3 other kittens from the other father. Everything changed when I`m doing the same thing at school.

But everything is getting better, one of my friend admitted that Im his bestfriend but I cant face the truth that I have to leave the one that I already have. I cant realize by myself if Ive change. It seems like Im afraid to take a step forward.

-Mitch Albom`s really changed my perspective towards life.

Just a kid.

 My greatest teacher and I. Look how small I am. and now....its still the same isnt it? haha

I woke up it was 7,I waited till 11. Just to figure out that no one would call. I think I've got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them. What's another night all alone? When your spending everyday on your own. I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare.  Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me. And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed,staring at these 4 walls again. I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time. Everyone's got somewhere to go and they're gonna leave me here on my own. 

What the fuck is wrong with me? Don't fit in with anybody How did this happen to me? Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep and every night is the worst night ever.

-From the brain to the nerves to the tip of my fingers and onto the keyboard, so this is what you got.

Frivolous

                                                                                                                                           
Yeap, its my class` jersey. it looks horrible. ==` Anyway, Ill be heading back tomorrow and so ill be celebrating my Ramadhan with only my friends. Maybe I`ll miss iftaring at my lovely kampung with my lovely cousins and iftaring at a hotel with my dad`s pals with their sporting families. Atleast this year is better than next year. Next year, there will be no Raya for me. yaiks! ==`

-Always remember, No Sacrifice No  Victory.

It has been a long time.

I was away from home for about 7 months, and now Im home. There are many things that have changed here. My kittens have grown bigger, Im quite surprised, and my deary Ling have grown older. I didnt stand a chance to watch them grow. I missed it all. But that what people called, sacrifice.

School is getting better, day by day. Luckily,Im one of the `pengawas pelatih`, Im the `ketua platun` for Kadet Pertahanan Awam and Im selected to be the chairman of KPA Saser. Yeap it sounds good but still the memories of SAAS will always lingering in my mind. Sadly, I didnt perform in my academic, I got A,B,C and G, most of them are B`s and C`s. My dad frankly said that I failed. Ramadhan is coming ahead and I only stand a chance to iftar 4 days before Raya at home with my family. Boring Boarding school is great! :D

-Happy Ramadhan

Redang Island Trip Video!

CLICK HERE TO WATCH!

 

B3 VS MW3 & Microsoft Press Conference - E3 2011: 6/6/2011

BATTLEFIELD 3

RD: October 25, 2011

COD:Modern Warfare 3 

RD: November 8,2011

B3 VS MW3, which one is better? I dont care! Ill play both of them. Yeah! Theesome!.

Microsoft Press Conference - E3 2011: 6/6/2011

   Watch Part 2   

Watch Part 3
 Watch Part 4 

 

Game Developers and Producers gave some sneak peeks of their new games. Amazing Demos from Xbox Games, Kinect Games, and whole new experience of Xbox Live which I`ll not be experiencing. Finally new Kinect games will be released such as Kinect Sports 2, Dance Central 2, and Star Wars. But most of the games will be released on 2012 which I dont know if the world still exist. :D  

 

 -Playing games with amazing graphics make me decided to not go outside anymore due to the 'tacky graphics, poor sound and low playability

 

Making my first move

Had a great time at K.Terengganu,Redang Island, and Kuantan. Took a lot of pics. So these are some of the pics taken by me. :D

Click Image for a better view :D

        -Photos taken by me using IXUS 1000HS.

What a trip.

Taken & edited by me :D

Baru smpai rumah. Botlag. Will upload more photos soon.

Stick together guys,we ca do this,together!

1 BESTARI

2 BESTARI

3 BESTARI

4 BESTARI BETA

I accidentally wrote 4BESTARI instead of 4BETA on my exercise book,and all that memories and feelings came back to me. I remember when I love to sit on the same row with Afnan and Zafrin, laugh at everything that Zafrin do, when I quickly ran to the class to take the place beside Aufa which Manis always wants, when waiting for Aniq`s presentation that will always be interesting, when looking at my right and saw Zyha sitting next to Yani its like they couldnt be separated, when looking at the back and saw Naz with his cam and the most trusted and loyal classmonitor,Amin. When we all shed a tear when our beloved Najwa leave our school. We gather at the canteen, and spend our time together, like there are no tomorrow.All those moments and feelings, Im craving for it now, those feelings.. The feelings of having true friends.

-I really wish that it could still be 4BESTARI.

I love you guys, I really do. MoMo.:`)

Progress

So far, Im loving it. But the only problem is,the battery quickly depleted when Im using it. Even when I charged it all night long. Im starting to worry about it. Some of the forums says that this model do have battery which is poorer than the other model. What makes it poore is that this cam have more functions and so it uses so much battery energy. Im looking to buy a 2nd battery. But what I expect when I tell my mom about this is she will say `HA?! Apa?! Rosak?! Mama baruuu beli!`. ==`

Anyway,Im still working on its autofocus thing. Its quite hard tho. So this is what I got. :D

 

-Still worrying about the battery, shit!.

First Attempt jugaak. :D

-Im a newbie, I mean Noobie.

1st Video Test. haha.

I believe this is in 1080p,I guess. :D

Ignore my mom,she just bought her new watch so she is kindda excited. ==`
 

Lets start from below.

Since Im not a professional photographer, I bought this.....

My darn Olympus was crashed(purposely). So this incredible cam replaced that piece of crap. It have HS system,Full HD 1080p,Smart Auto Video and what makes this cam special is it have higher optical zoom which 10X. Others usually have 4-5X. Its auto focus is so good and Im quite satisfied. Ill see what this thing can do when Im at Redang Island next week. OHEYEAA!

Oh and I also bought this

 Yeahehehe its pink. Finally I can play violent shooting games while looking so cute in pink. But I hate it because its wired and looks weird.

-3 weeks of holiday is more than enough to do crazy things.

                                      Ignore the homeworksss

UFO Sightings all over the world, 2012 IS true.

MUST WATCH! PREPARE TO BE BRAINWASHED!

For me,the sightings are just natural phenomena happened in the sky. As you know,our Earth is getting old and the end is near


-It does not matter if it is true or not. Repent, and pray to Allah.