Thursday, November 4, 2010

What Would/Can/Should I be?!

Hmm, Im 15 and my mom is expecting me, to know, what I want to be, when I grow up. My mom started to tell me various types of careers, that I can do. All of them have its own goodness,and badness. Before I sleep, I would think about it, and as usual, imagine.


Seriously, I have noo idea, what I want to be. I dont know if i have what it takes to be like this or that. I told my mom once that, I wanna be a dancer. My mom said `You dont wanna be a dancer, u just want to know how to dance,and it will never lasts`. I dont know what she means, but she dont agree with my ambition

None of my siblings are working, they are still studying at universities. So I dont have the clear guidance,to jobs. I felt so lucky,to be the youngest child in my family. I can learn from the mistakes that my bro and sis did. But Ill never be like them. So from day to day, Im looking to what I would be when I grow up. At primary school, my ambition is being either an architect or an engineer. At that age, I thought everything can happen. Now, I realized, everything can`t happen, if we dont put a lot of efforts with it. Thats LIFE.

-Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending