Change, 6 letters, lot of efforts

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I suck! In everything, especially in speaking. I like to say what i want to say,without thinking other`s feelings. Well thats me. I didnt realize what I spoke was wrong.I just blew it out. Actually, what Im trying to do is to get some friends. When Im trying to make new friends,and I have nothing to say and I just ask and say the same thing again and again. Theyll get annoyed while im trying to be nice. iSuck!

I think Im fine but people think Im mean. How could that be? 2 words, Serious and matureness. I dont have that. huh. I`ll make fun of them and go hahaha, they go hahaha,and they will take it seriously. I knew there are many of them who hate me and hoping for me to change. Its easy to say than done. Day by day I tried, but i never knew if its working or not. 

The only two who are helping me are Muhd Anis Rasni who always says what I did wrong and Nur Nazihah who still want to be my friend even though I let you down once,twice? idk ==` .Thanks guys. The best mirror is a friend`s eyes. And Im glad that I managed to be nice and `get back` with my friends especially Fida`i. We are fine now. For others,Ill try to make u all comfortable with me. Im seeking and trying to know what is ur likes and dislikes. Im trying. and please keep on saying that i wont change,it motivates me. :D

-Life can either be changed or accepted. If it is not accepted,it must be changed. If it cannot be changed, then it must be accepted